I've had to be out five days in a row. Each time Out Of Town. This is a Bad Thing. My body tells me this as loudly as it possibly can. Of course, my mom thinks you can't have 9-10 pain unless you're in childbirth (eg screaming yada yada). ::rolls eyes:: Jen may be discharged on Saturday. Gotta love insurance. /sarcasm I need more pain meds. I need to remember that hindsight is 20/20 and that I'm not responsible for Jennifer's diseases or emotions. That's the hardest part. I'm exhausted. I hurt. I'm not sure how much/long I can take. I don't know what's going to happen or how things are going to turn out. I love and cherish my daughter. I want what is best for her. But I also have to think about the health & welfare of myself, my husband and my son as well. Tightrope anyone?